life have been ups and down.everything and everyone changes!! back to a 2 mths ago, my sis was admitted to the hospital due to some lump-nos stuff that was grown on her neck. yucks tat was so painful for her lor. so after some treatments and stuff, docs urge her to hav an operations. that time i was really worry and scared for her though as tis is the first time in her life and was my first though to watch her goes for operations. lols. but luckily operations was a success. was relieve later on. she is getting better tis days.=) but seriously visiting her almost everyday is a tiring thing. somemore you dun wish to see or heard something that makes you sad. but nvm at least she's well now.
other than my sis problem, i have my own problem too. i'm sorry for what i have done. but i really treasure you alot i swear!! i'm jus waiting. hoping for one day my dream will come true. and i'm willing to wait for u. i promise you that you will be happy with me around. i don't know whether i'm jus waiting for an impossible thing anot. but i'm sure is worth while if i got the answer i wanted. sobx. i know is hard but are you willing to try?? i'm willing to lend you my shoulders whenever you are sad. i promise you i will be there whenever u need me.really enjoy the times with you, was so happy. just hope the time will stop but is definitely impossible. sigh~ anyway happy times always past so fast. so have learn to treasure it.=(
jus waiting for the day....sigh~
and ya, now i'm having my attachment. working life is so boring. i really wish to go back to school to study. at least get to jokes around with friends.working is so bored. i'm all alone in the company. sianx...=(
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nostalgic
haix. alot of things happen during tis one mth. got happi de got sad de.. but no matter wad..life still hav to live on.. so we mus look forward so tat we will succeed one day!!
next week is the e learning week.. no need go SCH!! WOHOHO!!! lolx.. but den got alot of work to do at home.sianx sianx. i dun even noe how to do lor.. but anyway i will ask my friends..
exams coming soon le.. so i mus realli study hard le.. i mus try to aim for GPA 4.0... hehex... felix!! jia you!=D
found a job at takashimaya..started work ydae..work as a cashier..-_-'' so stupid lor..was so tiring olso... todae is the starting of the baby fair.. i confirm tml sure will be very tired de!!! working as a cashier was quite scary..scared later giv wrong money blah blah.. hope none of tat will happen to mi ba..^^
stupid arif..ps mi wif xl and ml.. sianx lor.. the onli guy...=( noe another arif from sp olso working wif mi..hahas..tell u something funni..when we knocking off tat time, we went for toilet break.. then went came out tat time, we went straight into the ladies toilet without knowing it.because both the ladies n gents toilet was facing each other... lolx.. then when a lady came tok to us then we noe we went into the ladies toilet..so paiseh lor..!!!! -_-'' promise not to do tat again..haha..
working tml..sianx sianx...
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lonely
HORRAY!! is the start of a BRAND new holiday!! whoooo~!!! =D
finish all my exam todae!! done wif it!! hahahas.. everything was still ok..hope i wun fail any of the module ba.. pray hard!!!=)))
NOW!!!hmmm..is time to enjoy!!=P... but no $$$ how to enjoy?? shld i find a job or shld i enjoy and play?? frankly, i'm lazy la..dun feel like working..hehees.. but dun work where got $$ to enjoy??so ma fan!=XX
part wif most of my classmate todae..especially xiaolei and qiuye..goodbye to both of u!! mus study hard worX!!!=DD
one more time to meet..awaiting the chalet coming... better plan it fast!! i wan to c u guys again!! =X) CHALET!! WE R COmING!!!
last and not all, say goodbye to rp!! hahas..=PP
the days at rp.....
tired of studying..-_-
arif friends..
dun u think arif look sexy?
is polluting the air sir!
hadi n mi..
makes mi sick when studying...
thinking of u..
secretive look..lolx..
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crazy
we will suppose to go to the ndp thing todae..but we didnt go...in the end we go rp study..hahas..so bad of us.. =) we didnt realli study much at rp la..cause i was attracted by a game tat arif introduces to mi!! BATTLESHIP!!! hahas..tat was a fun game.. it is to test how ur strategic on war.. haha..booming each other ship..lolx.. noe wad??i win arif for the first 2 round lor..so happi..i'm so talented..anyway tat was the first time i play the game..=DD but the last game i let him win la..cause later scared he cry..wahhahas.. sry arif.=)) heehes .. received an email ydae.. saying tat we will be going to PSA on the 29th aug.. so happi and excited! cant wait for tat day to arrive!!!!!! 1B23/24!!!
o0..is NATIONAL DAY todae le.
HAPPI 42th BDAE TO U SINGAPORE!!=D
LOVE SINGAPORE!!=P
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crazy
as for econs..hope can pass!
- Mood:
moody
went to rp study todae again.. cant get in as though...haix.
GAMBATTE FELIX!!=DDD
DO WELL TML!!
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anxious
dun worry...i will update my songs soon..=D
OMG!! i'm sick...-_-''... feeling dizzy all over mi now... no medicine to eat!! somemore is EXAM PERIOD !! y everytime exam sure i will sick de??
todae went to rp to study.. with ain and arif and arif's friend.. rp was so big lor n got AIRCON everywhere..i like it..hahas.. but den sp is better..bigger..lolx..went dere ard 5..actualli wan study econs de..but cant concentrate..u noe y??? cause got someone's on the music so loud lor..cant CONCENTRATE!!! =( in the end onli study a little bit!! haix...no more time alr!! we saw something todae olso..saw a couple ahem ahem at rp lor..wah...at PUBLIC somemore...wonder how think abt themselves.. so ....haix... after studying, we went to tour ard rp..hahas..like some country pumpkin lidat.. go to their sports complex..SWIMMING POOL!! hahahas..will go dere one day.. is a deal...=DDD one more thing to say.. my slipper spoil!! went to boots n shoe to buy one..so suay...
tml is a BIG day for mi!! i need to STUDY!!!! NO MORE TIME TO WASTE!!! i mus CONCENTRATE tml... i'll be sure not to play tml!!
come on felix.. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
PORTS,ECONS,SAFETY,CARGOHANDLING,STATS..H
can anyone c mi??? i'm so small..
tired of studying....
the road to sucess??wahahahas..no ppl at all
hope i will be ok soon.. i dun wan to be sick during exam..-_-
get well soon felix..=)
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sick
STRESS!!!!!
todae is the start of ICA2. its will decide whether i will repeat or get on wif it...actualli ydae was the stats pract..was still ok ba..i guess??hope to get high marks!!=D
had shipping pract paper todae. went to sch at ard 11 plus.. meet ain they all at morberly...study outside moberly.. was so windy..hates going dere..so many ANTS!!! sick..
was quite disappointed wif myself todae..have been studying n memorising for the sp paper..but it seems nothing get into mind.. during exam i almost forgot everything!!sad.. somemore i hav been sneezing all the way from start of the paper till end!! sick of it..think i'm getting sick..haix..=(( someone pls take caRE of mi..
for the past few days..was quite sad. cause something unexpected happen..not so unexpected la..but i dunno y.. quite sad .haix..sometimes things just dun get in ur way..mayb not fated ba.. i realli wish we could go back to the past.. when we laugh, enjoy the moment 2gether..but impossible le i guess??i noe i shldnt think of all this things right now... i noe exam is my first priority.. but i jus cant stop thinking abt it!!
exam r still in progress..i must work hard and study hard for the rest of the paper... especially ECONS and SAFETY..i'm not retaking the modules.. i swear!STUDY STUDY STUDY!!
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worried
A new blog finally!!hohoho~ although tis is not the first time i'm posting a blog but shld be the first time i'm using tis livejournal..ihahas.. everyone's got a blog..so do i!!wahahahas..=DDD
6 mths pass so fast.. i've been in sp for half a yr already? make alot of friends in the sch.. never regret joining sp.. hmm..got a bunch of friends.. mostly ain,hadi,aniq and arif la..lolx.. cant imagine i so muti racial..=D and of course i got to noe more than tat la!! but lazy to list out so many names la.it will never finish anyway..my class..hmm.. quite fun actualli... loves the class man!!1B23/24!!horrays!
pic taken in bus during sma day...
wif our class pretty models..=D
save the earth! wear green!!hehes..
sch uniform day! miss sec sch so much..=(
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excited
